Because There Isn't Always a Next Time

I'll do whatever You ask,
But that.
I'll go where ever you want,
But there.
I'll answer whenever you call,
But now.

Because I need more time to think.
I need more time to just live,
More time to be me.
I won't do it now, but wait,
I promise next time,
I'll have more courage,
I'll be stronger,
It'll be better then,
Please wait, not that, not now, not yet.

No.

I'm sorry Lord for running.
I'm sorry for turning away.
I didn't believe in You,
Nor did I want to risk it,
Now the chance is gone,
The time has now slipped away.
I did not trust You,
When You trusted me.
Now I know,
That Later,
May never come.
Because there isn't always
A next time.
There won't always be me.


"Where You lead me Lord, I will follow.
Where You lead me Lord, I will go.
Come and heal me Lord, I will follow.
Where You lead me Lord, I will go."

I surrender