Because There Isn't Always a Next Time

I'll do whatever You ask,
But that.
I'll go where ever you want,
But there.
I'll answer whenever you call,
But now.

Because I need more time to think.
I need more time to just live,
More time to be me.
I won't do it now, but wait,
I promise next time,
I'll have more courage,
I'll be stronger,
It'll be better then,
Please wait, not that, not now, not yet.

No.

I'm sorry Lord for running.
I'm sorry for turning away.
I didn't believe in You,
Nor did I want to risk it,
Now the chance is gone,
The time has now slipped away.
I did not trust You,
When You trusted me.
Now I know,
That Later,
May never come.
Because there isn't always
A next time.
There won't always be me.


"Where You lead me Lord, I will follow.
Where You lead me Lord, I will go.
Come and heal me Lord, I will follow.
Where You lead me Lord, I will go."

I surrender

The Slippery Slope of Misjudgments

Do you value toxic assets?

Do you throw away your day,

And strive towards the fruits of celebrity?

The vanity, the immorality, the implied volatility

You’re afraid of failure’s tenuous grasp,

Yet you strive for the unworthy.

I see your kaleidoscopic emotions,

As you teeter on the edge

Of your harsh barrio reality.

After your latest demon-stration

Of your fallout of weaknesses,

I envision life without you,

I imagine the legacy of friendship

You trail behind you, irrevocably linked

To that animated dance floor where we met.

Afraid to leave

In a few months
I'll be gone
I'll learn how
to move on
But I'll never learn
how to say good-bye

Don't forget me

I want to grow up
I want to move on
I want to move away
I want to learn more
But I don't want to say good bye
I want be done here
I want leave this
I want to see new things
I want to be me
But I want to stay here forever
Come with me?
Don't forget me?
Will you call me?
Be my friend forever?
Although I'm gone,
will you still be there for me
like you are now?
Don't forget my smile,
I won't forget yours.
Don't forget my laugh,
yours I'll cherish forever.
Don't hesitate to call.
I don't want to lose you.
Don't let distance or time
interrupt our friendship.
Don't forget me.
Be my friend forever.
I'm afraid of losing you.
I'm afraid to leave.
I don't want to grow up.